Misery and hate sets in
As my twisted life begins
Taunting torture is the way
It's the taste of everyday
The feeling of pain is so unreal
As I live, I hate to feel
Crawl away and hide inside
Myself I'll always be beside
I cannot see, my eyes are closed
As my friend, he did pose
I'm used and cheated, born defeated
That's the way I'm always treated
I bought his lie, and now I cry
Inside I feel I need to die
But die I musn't for you see,
If I do I cease to be