I try to deny these things i feel,
these depressive thoughts,
the need to kill,
the desire to end it all.
why must i carry this burden?
my life,
this hell,
it's all too hard.
there is no purpose for my existance,
pain is the only emotion i've ever known,
there is no jealousy,
no love,
and no happiness,
deep within the confinement of my mind,
overwhelming pain intoxicates my soul,
piercing my mortal heart,
making it bleed,
causing me to shed crimson tears of hurt,
my worthlessness is unbearable,
my lack of sanity takes over,
i pick up the knife,
hold it steady,
my hands do not shake,
with one swift movement i slash my wrist,
oh, dark ecstasy!
the sweet feeling overtakes me as i slip away,
away into the darkness...ending my life.
Into my eternal sleep
