Pretty picture

I'm gonna paint a pretty picture
I'm gonna paint it on my wall
I'm gonna paint a pretty picture
of a girl who wants to fall
I'm gonna paint a pretty picture
of a girl who loved a boy
I'm going to paint a pretty picture
of a boy planing to die
I'm gonna paint a pretty picture
of a girl.who's planing on suicided
I'm gonna paint a pretty picture
of a girl that was alone
I'm gonna paint a pretty picture
of a girl who's dieing slow
I'm gonna paint a pretty picture
of a girl painting with her blood
I'm painting a picture of me when i shed my first drop of blood....
I'm gonna paint a pretty picture
of me laughing with my knife
all becuz I'm loosening
the battle of life
all becuz I'm loosening
the battle with my knife
so here i am siting in my room
crying these tears of blood
wanting to die right now
or some time soon
heres a new picture of me right now
blood spilling out and me lien hopelessly on the ground

(THIS POEM IS 4 SOME ONE WHOM I LOVE MORE THEN MY OWN LIFE ITS SELF
THIS POEM IS DEDICATED TO KT
MAY WE DRINK TILL WE BLEED
AND GET HIGH TILL WE FALL AND NEVER GET BACK UP
MAY OUR SOULS WONDER AND
MAY OUR DREAMS
MAKE OTHER SUFFER