Silent scream of desperation

Kill me, kill me,
friend of mine,
take the dagger,
stab me in the heart,
let the blood run down my chest,
leading down to the cold floor,
underneath dirt,
where i soon will be buried in,

rocks rocks, grab them,
stone me to death,
knock me out permanently unconscious,
don\'t let me wake up ever again,

shoot me,
bullet through my head,
brains splattered on the wall,
now i look like what i have felt like all along inside,

drown me,drown me,
under the blue water,
set me free,
for i have been drowning all my life,
chocking and gasping for air,
put an end to my struggle,
hold me down,
salty water in my lungs,
bubbles emerging from the surface,
last glimpse of life,
last glimpse of light,
last glimpse of who has always been by my side.