Another Suicide Attempt

I did it again
I made the mistake
So everyone talks
And calls me a fake

Just coz I was scared
To die all alone
In my dads office
Talking on the phone

I meant what I said
I don't want to stay
I just wanted you
On my dying day

To hold me so tight
And protect me from hell
Kiss me goodbye
Not a soul you would tell

Then you could stand by my grave
And smile and laugh
As I dance on the flowers
Of my chosen path

But again you told
And I don't blame you
But understand; to die
Is a thing I must do