Inner beauty

People say that is what matters
But to them it is not true
A person should be judged by who they are
Thats how I fell in love with you

But I am never judged on who
I am, Its always last
When I walk onto a crowded bus
Those comments started coming fast

I sit there listening to them
My feelings pushed deep down
And though I try to hide it
On my face appears a frown

My feelings are hurt so much by them
But I do not want them to see
I would like to see them try
And live a day as me

Its like an old wound re opened
An old pain begins to bleed
On my pain, the anger comes
And on the comments does feed

I am not oblivious
To everything you say
I hurt just like you do
I feel it every day

Don't you think I know
I can see my reflection
For once in your life
Think about your actions

Because of you I cut now
I take my bleeding knife
And open wounds so deep
I escape some of my strife

Because of you I smoke
Although I can conceal
The smell thats on my clothes
The pain I can still feel

Your taunts made me start snorting
A small moment of high
Then hours of insomnia
Feeling like I'm going to die

Then you say why do people kill
And why is there suicide
Because people like you who bully them
Make them feel so hurt inside

Well one day, I'll get revenge
And at last you will see
I do have feelings and I hurt
You wouldn't cope being me