My life

I am treated as if I am not even there,

I speak and no one hears,

I stare and no one sees,

Its not like they would care,

Even if out came tears,

Or I just fell on my knees,

Life is so difficult for me to go on,

But yet here I am living,

Nothing can keep me down,

My will to live is still not gone,

My life has been extremely forgiving,

So many times I was going to drown,

But the thought of recognition kept me alive,

Through all of my difficult conditions,

And all my hurts and pains,

I am trying to get through my life so I can thrive,

Trying to relax and realize my intuitions,

And use them for my own gains,

When I look at others I do not have anything to say,

There them and I am me thats how I keep it,

Even my friends do not act the same as me,

We all do things our own little way,

But our bond fits like a hand and a mitt,

Yet why do not people like me for who I may be,

I am just like them in so many ways,

When I am cut I bleed when I cry out come tears,

When I am scared I scream and so do they,

Some acknowledgment from them would be like the sun on cloudy days,

But I do not need it when I have conquered all my fears,

And in the end its all OK.