You

You gave me this bruise
on the inside
on my heart
and how do i tell my painful times with you
where do i start
my shattered broken dreams
my shattered broken heart
i don't even want to be your friend
i tried
i did
i still do
i tried i can't
you won't
i care
you don't
thats how u make me feel
as tho you don't care for me
as i care for you
why is it like this
why did we kiss
why did u lead me on
why did you say u loved me
why did you do the things you did to me
i don't want to cry no more
not for you do i
this pain you put me through
never will you get close to me again
but its been happening again
all except this time i don't want to be your friend
it hurts even to just talk to you
and to hear your voice
and yet i know its my choice
isn't it obvious to you i still care
isn't my pain plain to see
but you'll never see it
cuz i can't just let my heart bleed
my shattered heart
my bruised feelings
you made me so sad
you make me so mad
but you can make me so happy