Alone

I sit on the end of my bed
Every night I cry and cry
Pain is flooding through my mind
Oh how I want just to die

I take my drugs for a small escape
But only a few seconds
Back in my life a dark hole does gape
From my room my does beckon

Alone with the voices in my head
Telling me to cut my skin
Making me feel so low and alone
Not letting anyone in

Trying to cut my fat away
Trying to destroy it
Telling my self I am not gay
Although I am and I know it

I want to be beautiful like the rest
I want people to love me
all I want is just to live
I want to be accepted can't you see