I don't know what I'm writing,
It probably won't make much sense,
But really what I'm trying to say is,
I think this is the end.
When I needed you the most,
When I was falling further down,
You were never there for me,
You wanted to watch me drown.
At one bit I could call you,
The bestest friend I ever had,
Now you're not even a friend,
Was it me, was I bad?
First it was your boyfriend,
You were so wrapped up in him,
It wasn't about me anymore,
But I wasn't to give in.
Everything moved so fastly,
I barely saw it go,
Our friendship was slipping down the drain,
Why didn't you know?
Then she came along,
I won't mention any names,
I know you can have other friends,
But this girl was all games.
She claimed to not notice,
She was "taking you away",
But you and her were closer,
With each passing day.
Crying and crying each night,
Not knowing where to turn,
I trusted you to be there,
But from my mistakes I shall learn.
Anyway, so, I told you how I felt,
After plucking up the courage,
It took some time I know,
But I was finally able to do it.
You told me you were "sorry",
But sorry is just a word,
The word just like before,
That word that I've already heard.
It doesn't have a true meaning,
Only actions can change things,
Nothing was different to usual,
And neither were my feelings.
I don't know what's going to happen,
I'm scared and worried too,
I'll either be unhappy without,
Or unhappy with you.
//This is about, not necessarily for my "best friend" how I feel is explained above in less detail obviously and made to sound better than it is. I've had an apology from her I just want to see some changes.
Sorry about the title.. :| Also the last verse kinda sucks need to edit it when i have the time.
