Inside and Out

Inside

I hate life
I hate you
I hate me
I hate the world

I want to die
I want to be free
I want to cry
I want to be me

But I don't know who I am
What have I become?
I just don’t understand
What’s Wrong with me?

Am I crazy?
Is this real?
Or just a nightmare
I can’t stand this
This just isn't fair

Do people hate me?
What did I do to deserve this?
What’s going on?
Why am I so nervous?

Outside

In the mean while
Everything’s fine
Just look at this smile
What could be wrong?

There’s not a problem in the world
Life’s good
Right?
I love this

Yeah not one worry
But inside
Is a whole different story

If you think I'm happy
You missed me by a mile
"A true friend can see the pain through your eyes, while others are blinded by your smile"