Everytime you walk into the room A smile comes across my face
But surley in your mind I know im one big disgrace.
You Might be the one Im mad at and the one I hate
But deep down inside I know this knife controls my fate.
I see my pale skin stained with blood I quickly drop the Knife,
What the Hell am I thinking I wanna end my life.
As I pick it back up I saw at my wrist again
Surely I think this will make my life end
I wanted you to know How I felt my feelings for you have been kept hidden
I could never tell you how I felt Ive always been told \"It\'s Forbidden\"
Now im lying here the pain is all subdue
In this pool of blood my mind is all askew.
As I start to drift away
I sit here and think to whom do I pray.
This has been the deadliest sin of them all...
Holding all my feelings in and expecting not to fall.
