When Will This Pain End My Friend?

**this is short but says how I feel..please let me know what you think..I'll be working on it some by adding and taking away..**

There's a pain so deep inside
I try and try but I just can't hide

A pain so deep a pain so real
A pain I wish you'll never have to Feel

I driveby where it happend
I lose my train of thought
Never would I have guessed
The pain that curve has brought

Near those three small trees
I often find myself on my knees
Because now there's a cross
In loving memory of you
What on earth am I now to do?

My dear friend you were always here for me
Why couldn't it have been me?

I would've taken your place
Now everyday I long to see your face

I want to be with you again
Please tell me when this pain will End?