WHY!

Thanks Nick. That was loaded with words, I still have to process it. A promise is to permanent and I usually hate to make them if I can't keep them or if I don't intend to, but if it really means that much to you, then I promise. (I'm true to my word.) I'm sorry for everyone I've hurt by doing this. I wouldn't have had such a problem with what I'd done if I hadn't been feeling guilty for the people that I love and who love me back. I know its an awful thing to do, but it's what I did. And it hurts really bad, Nick, it really does. I'll stay strong if I have help. Thanks, Nick!!! Lots of love,

~Sierra

Thanks babe. In fact, I am going through such a hard time right now. remember how we talked about cutting? Yea, well I did it. I hate it, I really do. I hurt so many people around me. Its even devastating me! I'm going crazy and I'm crying so often and I'm so self critical!! :*-(, I love you babe. Thanks for being there!!

~Sierra

oOps, sorry. Mah bad. Anyways the poem was really good and I'm so sorry about your mom and your sister :-D. Thanks for the email, lol. Sorry about my stupidity. It was late here and I needed to get to bed...grrrRRrRR...sry. I hope you're ok hun!! Take Care

~Sierra

aw, Nick, that made me want to cry!!! I'm soo sorry about your mom. I really am!! I would do anything in my limited power to make you happier if I could, you don't deserve that babe!! You don't and no one does. I'm going to bed though, so ttyl lyl bye!!

~Sierra