I pass by you everyday.
But when I want to talk I can't find the words to say.
My words get choked up.
In my throat.
It's all there clear in my mind.
But my thoughts and tongue start to grind.
Words don't come out.
But yet I still move my mouth.
You make eye contact and smile.
And after awhile.
Everything comes clear as day.
But I missed my opportunity to speak what I wanted to say.
I grab some paper and begin to spill my thoughts.
But then my thoughts get lost thinking of you.
And now I don't know what to do.
I think of you, but you don't know.
I love you, but it won't show.
I realize I can't or won't have you and I begin to fall.
I realize that you think I'm another brick in the wall.