Afraid

All my life i have tried not to love
i have been self taught so
and it all was great
until i met you

i never had fear
i have never been afraid
i tought i was happy
until i met you

now i am afraid
afraid to find
what forever i tried to hide

seemes like everything is wrong
i always tried to avoid this
how could this happen

everything started with you
now i realize i was wrong
i\\\'ve been with a few
but this is still a first