My memories constantly haunt me,
Of the past I really hate,
My enemies word they taunt me,
Their deadly blow seal my fate.
My family how they cage me,
Keeping me trapped and too close,
My family how they hate me,
Not my fault they brought me into a world I never chose.
My friends how they irritate me,
Bagging themselves out,
My friends how they try to understand,
Understand something they know nothing about.
My boyfriend does not know me,
And has no love to give,
My boyfriend cannot show me,
A world in which I’d want to live.
My eyes can no longer see,
Or show any kind of emotion,
My eyes are blinding me,
From seeing my loved ones devotion.
My ears cannot hear,
What anyone tries to say,
Instead they’re filed with ringing,
Of people screaming, “Just go away!â€
My nose can only smell the decay,
Of dead people walking around,
My nose only smells the fear,
Of lost souls, craving to be found.
My heart can no longer give love,
To my family, boyfriend, or friends,
Instead my hearts filled with longing,
For the day all the pain ends.
