* mY tOrMeNtOr *

(in HATEFUL remembrance of Kevin... one night...)

I have sinned
Phasing out and phasing in
Drowning in my false sense of security
Losing myself in the water's divine purity

It's so beautiful

Nothing left to do today
So I'll watch as my pain flows away
I'll lie here, and swallow all your cyanide
And enjoy the stars as I bleed myself dry

Bella Muerte

I wanted to die in his arms
The same ones that used to keep me from harm
The ones that soon made me this ill
And injected the acid, and gave me these pills

Crimson Regret

The useless memories that I tried to grasp
Fell apart when I forgot the past
All the tragic love stories, the same as the first
My heart speeds up, as I feel it burst

Existence ending

I let you control me, and end my life
I tried too hard to make the wrong things right
I've given up my soul for you
And somehow still you never knew

My desperation