I collapse onto the floor
Too weak to even stand
I'm sorry to my loved ones
I hope they understand
I think it's almost over
I think I'm slipping away
This is the only way to end it
I won't have to live another day
I burst into tears
I don't want to say good-bye
I'm so young
I don't want to die
There's only one person
In this world that I can tell
The only one I trust
To save me from this hell
I stagger down the halls
Then I get her in my view
I hesitate on telling her
Oh what will she do?
She knows theres something wrong
She knows I'm not okay
I want to tell her badly
It's just so hard to say
I finally got it out
I told her of the pills I took
Gazing into her eyes
I'll never forget that look
She walks me to the nurse
Trying to comfort me some
Trying to deny it
But we both knew what would come
The nurse dials the number
Of the ambulance first
Then she calls my dads cell
That part was the worst
Hearing her tell him
Of what I had done
I'm crying so hard
And it can't be undone
