ONE-WOMAN NATION

This poem is about my boyfriend and my struggles. We are so much in love, yet because of choices he makes we both know it's best for the both of us to walk away. Does this make any sense? comments appreciated

I've given you the most of me
I really tried to be the best
each time you needed me-there I was
I have always passed your test.

I was a devout & faithful girlfriend
always, my heart was pure & true
even though you say you love me
I never get that impression from you.

I loved you from the depths of my soul
God damn, did I ever
if you were to ask, did I feel it back?
I'd have to say the answer is NEVER!

Used, abuse, neglected, deceived
need I complete the list?
I could rant & rave for days
but what is the point in all this?

Each time I tried to walk away
you'd beg & cry for me to forgive
"I'm sorry" you'd say with tear-filled eyes
of course, it was hard for me to resist.

You can't complain_I gave my all
I give myself a standing ovation
in the beginning, you did not realize,
you fell in love with me-a one-woman nation.