All these secrets

All these secrets inside
That I know I can’t tell
Instead of being happy
It’s making my life hell
It's not supposed to be like this
You weren't supposed to know
It does not matter anymore
Why can’t I let it go?
Why do I still hold this grudge?
When you cannot recall
Those days when I could not bear
To look at you at all

When you say you’re sorry
Why should I believe?
That you’ve moved on and you’ve grown up
And that you’ll never leave
See, you know I’m not stupid
And that i cannot forget
That you kept all those secrets
That you now say you regret
Why should i not be worried?
When you cancel out on me
I know I’m too suspicious
But I’ve every right to be
All those secrets you once had
Are locked away somewhere
Forgiven, not forgotten
For they will always be there
Those secrets that you once kept
Those secrets are now mine
For there’s something I haven’t told you
And I think that it’s a sign
My secret is that someone else
Although we were apart
Stole for now and forever
My weak and broken heart

Its not that I don’t love you
That one thing is for sure
It’s just that now I know I can’t
Hide from you anymore
You may not remember
But I cannot let go
All those secrets you once kept
Without letting you know
That our love cannot be free
From secrets and this lie
I’m sorry cos I love you
But we have to say goodbye

*_* Please rate honestly because i know its all a load of crap but this is how i personally feel *_*