Tired of life

I'm tired of dying every day
I'm tired of being in the way
I'm sick of having no real life
Tired of fighting all my strife

I am so broken and alone
Treasured moments on my own
With no one my thoughts can share
Breathing in this hate filled air

Is this to be my way to live
Nothing left to take or give
My soul trapped in a far off land
No one here to understand

Lifting up above the skys
Looking down through clouded eyes
Sorrow beating from my heart
Rip my pain filled life apart

Snakes slither in into my brain
Feeding on my madness again
Hissing thoughts of pain and anger
I can cope with this no longer

Being eaten from the inside
Suffocated by suicide
Whispered curses in my ears
No longer able to conceal my fears

Insanity creeps in through my mind
A new army of madness I find
Invading me from every pore
Making my brain feel so sore

Eyes dilating, In and out
This is what my life is about
As the Doctors do surround
Hold me closer to the ground

But this is my imagination
My mind is a new manifestation
Eating away at my weakened soul
A blackened, evil gaping hole...