Chris, I'm sorry that I've changed
But I'd rather be this way than the broken girl I used to be
The smile I wear on my face is only a facade
And if you ever truly loved me you would have realized that.
So I am sorry I am not the sweet girl you used to know
Times changed this shattered soul
Yet there was a time when I would have gladly fallen into your outstretched arms
In fact I tried, but you moved them to face her just in time for me to fall flat on my face
And you both laughed as I was crying shattered on the floor.
You abandoned me and I don't want to take you back
Although I know if you ever needed me I would be there with outstretched arms.
But unlike you, I wouldn't abandon you when you needed me most.
I want to move on so badly and just forget about you
But I can't.
Memories of us are all I can seem to think about
I know I claim to be over you, and I am.
I can't really explain it
I know you hurt me, but my heart won't let you go
Sorry, but you left me when I needed you most.
Face the facts
I want you back.
-Sorry, I just read a poem by Ironic Allure (the best author I ever read) and all my feelings for Chris just came flooding back. Thanks for putting up with my randomness. ;) Please review. Thanks
--Niki
