Not Now

I know I want to be with you,
I know that there is something there,
I know you feel the same,
but I’m not ready to be with you,
and I don’t want to right now,
I know I want to continue to talk,
I know I want to continue to hang out,
I know that things might change one day,
but I like how things are between us right now,
and I don’t want it to change,
I have begun to feel things,
I’ve never felt these feelings before,
the desire to hug and kiss someone,
this feeling is what I was searching for so long,
and now that I have experienced it,
Its so wonderful,
It brings a big smile to my face just thinking about it,
I cant even begin to define this beautiful feeling,
I don’t know what to do,
I’m not confused,
how can I explain the situation,
lets just say that I’m scared of ruining this feeling,
I know this feeling will continue to grow,
I know one day I will be ready,
but I hope that when I am u are there,
because I feel that it will be awhile before I am,