Looking back its been a year, never thought my life would be like this. So many ups and downs, I went through alot of changes, but one still remains in the back of my mind. Its my first love, my first heart break, my first everything. He brought me much pain, yet I can't let go. I can't stop thinking about him. Everything I write about relates to him, there isn't a day that goes by that I don't talk about him. He knows how I feel, I know that its real, but he doesn't want to feel what I feel, he won't give love a chance, he won't give me a glance. So I am stuck holding my heart in my hands. Until he takes me up on the opportunity of being my man.
