No Reason To Live...

I often find myself thinking
How in this world I am alone
And even to a world of people
I some how remain unknown

I try so hard to tell myself
That for once I do belong
But then of course I convince myself
That yet again I would be wrong

I feel I have no purpose
And that I'm a waste of life
And I'm very sad to say
That it consist of so much strife

If I were to leave this place
I'm sure no one would care
No one would even miss me
Or choose to say a prayer

But what should I expect
When I always try to care
And I realized I'm way too broken
To ever be fully repaired

I just wish that there was someone
Out there who could understand
How I'm truly feeling
And maybe lend a helping hand..

..umm yea its really bad...i wrote it whe i was really frustrated..vote and comment if you so desire......