Forever Lasting Tears

A water droplet?
No, a drop of clear blood from a broken, torn soul
A droplet filled with secrets no one will ever know
And it'll take forever to count them all
Until the last one you cried before you wished to go

Its marked everywhere
Those tears you've cried
There all over your pillow
And in the corner you always cried at when you-know-who died

The bed you wept at
The bed you rejected to sleep in was stained with painful memories of the days
Sadly they are not over
Depression has its ways

And the razor the you hugged
Sits in a box filled with regrets
It remembers every time it got you through
While you loved it your supposedly "loved ones" said "How could you?"

The question, those words ring in your head
Every time that you cry yourself to bed
And all these feelings that make me feel unknown
I wonder why everyday I call this place I live in "home"

Forever these memories and more will come
And tear my heart even more undone
I never knew when I had that pretty smile
This is what I'd become for good while