I'm gone in myself,
I'm dead inside,
I'm numb inside,
I'm locked inside my head,
nothing will come out,
nothing goes in,
its all just lost in the shuffle,
lost in liefs mess and tangles,
I'm just so lost,
i don't know what to feel,
what to do,
my internals are tangled,
my brains sending singles to the wrong places,
the feelings i need to know,
are lost in my body.,
unable to surface,
to surface so i can grab them,
and deal with them,
and to show them on the outside,
its all tangled in life,
its all just a big blurry,
what do i do?
