Once

Once I loved you
Once you felt the same
But now you say f' it
And you think its one big game

You hurt me once
And you'll do it again
You never truly loved me
So you caused me so much pain

I started to cut
I started to pop pills
But the pain wouldn't go away
And i no now that love is the only thing that really kills

I'm lying on the floor
I can see your cruel face
I feel like running for the door
I'm not in the right place

Your name is forever scared on my soul
I see it every day
and remember what you did
I just wish it would go away

I start to scream your name
As I slowly die
I hope this puts you to shame
I hope to god that you cry

The blood dripping from my tears
I suddenly go blind
The drops are so full of fear
I cant see anything maybe its a sign

The next thing I no
I'm sitting in a hospital bed
Trying to find out how i got there
And then remembering what you said

You said you'd always be there for me
I didn't believe you
But now I no the truth
I guess you really did care and now I see

Now I'm happy that i did these things
Now i no that you care
And don't think that its one big game
So i promise i will never leave you again...