Lies of pain,
lies of desire
knowing I want you
yet knowing I can never show it.
It's killing me
to keep this inside.
A beautiful secret,
I must forever hide.
Feelings of love,
feelings of hate
it's all a lie,
this world is so fake.
If you search deep down
inside of me
You would see
I want so much more
of you and me.
I'm dieing inside
to never say
but I must forever carry on this way
I'll forever act like
were just friends
and if you say you loved me,
that is where that love would end.
I couldn't do it,
yet I wish you'd understand
Theres nothing worse then wanting
someone you can never have.
