The fear of love

Your poisonous love,
Could fill a challis,
A challis of fear,
The fear of your kiss.

I know I shouldn’t,
But from your challis I drink,
I feel it flowing through me,
I don’t stop to think.

To think that you feed off this,
Feed off my hatred,
Take it from deep within me,
From my heart, so sacred.

It feeds your sick mind,
My pain you enjoy,
It fuels your sick heart,
Was I just your toy?

A toy to be flung out,
Broken, when you’re bored with it,
It just isn’t fair,
My hearts now dimly lit.

It used to shine bright,
Light up the dark,
Now that’s no more,
No light from my broken heart.

The fire has gone now,
The fires turned black,
Our love is no more,
Nothing left for you to attack.

If there’s no love,
Then no fear will I feel,
With no fear you can’t hurt me,
My heart is the seal.

As it broke it signed the deal,
The deal that I wouldn’t fear you,
You can’t hurt the heartless,
Pity, ‘cos you’re heartless too.

How I long to hurt you,
Make you feel the pain,
With my toxic love,
A love so insane.

It will rip you apart,
Tear up your endless lie,
I’ll laugh as I watch,
I’ll watch you die.

I would have cared once,
Before this sickening fate,
I would have made it stop,
But now it’s too late.

I’ll now watch it happen,
‘Cos my heart is torn,
I’ll cause you pain,
Hell hath no fury like a beloved man scorn.