Just To Watch It Bleed

by Sierra~ICE~   Mar 17, 2005


I am filled with pleasure as I watch my blood drip to the floor, It slides down my wrist even faster than before
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I cut my wrist even deeper just to watch it bleed, it makes me feel free when I see the red river provide me with what I need
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I've become numb to the pain that the blade provides, the pain use to take over my body and made me feel like someone was ripping out my insides
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But now it only provides me with pleasure and it sets me free, because I know that this is my decision and it's all up to me
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If I choose to cut my wrist than I'll do it until I'm satisfied with what I've done, I know this is wrong, but I think it's better than giving up and pulling out the gun
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It's not like I want to die, even though sometimes I do, I'm just so attached to the feeling that it brings because it helps me get through the day without bringing all my friends dismay
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Nobody knows that I do this, It's all kept inside, I think that if I ever told anybody than they would never see my real side
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I'm not always cutting my wrist just to watch it bleed, but now that I'm numb it provides me with the feeling that I need
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No I'm not insane and I don't intend on scareing you, this is just who I am and I don't know what else to do
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I refuse to change just because you think I'm weird, I like the way I am even though I sometimes feel like I've disappeared
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I have no one to talk to and nobody's willing to listen, so for now I'm going to keep on watching my red blood glisten.

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  • 19 years ago

    by healing wounds

    i really like ur writings...keep it up! thanks for writing a comment on mine. yeah nobody understands and i know its hard for ppl to but they can at least try! if u ever want to talk write me on Yahoo Messenger....scoobydoo21186

    Eva aka Healing_Wounds******

  • 19 years ago

    by XAshleyX

    hey keep writing i like it and i know how you feel exactly no one gets me and i don't care cuz i'm not going to stop either