Compliments Can't Fix This Wound!

Deeply staring
Deep beyond
Deep within the stars at night
Staring, waiting
Waiting staring,
will something different come of this
something new and more exciting
Something dreamy and more inviting
Will I ever escape this world
This world I want to leave
Nothing works and everythings wrong
School is no longer where I belong
Compliments cant fix this wound,
Cut so deep I want it to keep going,
Cut me all the way through so I can stop living
So as I sit underneath this night sky
I am scared of what I am living
Just wanna leave this world without evidence of being who I am now
And even who I was