Confused

I am so confused about everything right now I don't know what to do
My life is just in a twist its so
Confusing
I feel like everything is just changing
Everyone is changing to
To be specific mostly about all the guys that I like
I don't know what is happening to them or me
For one this guy said he liked me then was hitting on my best friend
I have
no problem with that except when I asked him about it all he did was deny it
I just don't get
Life used to be so simple when were kids we used to think that all
Boys
Had cooties or some weird creepy thing about them right
Now
All we think about is if a guy likes you or not or if he is ever going to ask us out
It just sucks waiting in anticipation
I don't get it
DOES ANYONE
I just hope that somewhere down the line my life wont be so confused anymore
Or
My heart wont ache wanting to be with someone or wanting to be loved
I just wait for that day to come
Because I know I will have it
No boy will ever be able to hurt me or break my heart anymore