No sleep No dreams
Thats what i want
If i sleep I dream and if i dream The past will come for me to haunt
So i lay in my bed Blocking the memories out
The hot tears soak my pillow as i wonder if suffering is all life is about
Those nights i cut my screams Hid my fear from mom and dad
But i didn't know it wouldn't stop!i didn't know it would get that bad
My blood flows from a fresh razor Oh i feel the release
But only for a moment is the pain sensuous
Then it burns my only relief
Senses lost Reality hits as my eyes close
Just one inch deeper and thats as deep as it has to go
For then I'm gone No more me
No more searing pain to eat me inside
Sudden burst Now i can breathe
I'm set free
I've finally ended this dead life
