Please;

It hurts to swallow food;
And to lay down in bed
I can't think that clearly,
With these thoughts in my head

My eyes are puffy and black
From crying every night
I am so sick of breathing,
I truly hate my life.

I push away my friends,
Just because i am weak
I focus to much on hiding,
And trying not to speak

People want to help me
But they don't understand;
I don't want them to find out;
I don't need a helping hand

And i do not have the guts,
To blame him for this pain
So for now i have to suffer,
While he drives me insane

My heart will forever be broken,
So please just go away
I will get down on my knees,
If you leave me alone today

Please don't come in my room
And knock down my door
I promise i will do anything
Just don't push me to the floor

Cause i just want to sleep -
To lay down and cry
I don't want pity or sorrow,
I just want to die

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+ I just wanted to get rid of some anger that is all - excuse its poor quality +