I remember it exactly, I was so happy. A little girl of only 11, who prayed always to go to heaven. I have no clue how I loved, me a girl who prayed to be above. A little girl so young and true, but yet so sad and so blue. Too many people never knew, they would never say who. I was so popular and so loved, yet so lonely and felt shoved. I loved him with all my heart. I wished we'd never be apart. I was so young but yet so mature. Life so foggy..such a blur. Sense then I've loved him, with everything oh so dim. He now knows how I feel. I wish he would believe that it's real. Maybe some day he'll understand, I want to be hand in hand.
