I get so mad when i shouldn't,
i wanted to stop; but couldn't,
asked you to stop; but you wouldn't,
so I'm left alone with my feelings i can't share,
nor can i deal,
this isn't fair,
sometimes the way you make me feel,
I've learned to be calm and that your always right, so why should i bother with a losing fight,
it's not that you don't care,
because i know you do,
it's not that you aren't there,
because where ever i am so to are you,
there is just something that resides deep within,
feels as if the world is unknown and the walls keep closing in,
no one seems to understand,
this is who i am,
as insecure and troubled man,
standing alone without a plan,
so i guess the problems start with me,
unfortunately it's not that easy for me to see,
it takes strength ya know; to face reality,
so give me time,
let me clear my mind,
soon enough though it will begin again,
never realizing that no one ever wins.
