Since no ones there

I close my eyes
i wish away
that this life werent full of lies

but now i see
i cant hold on
but i have to, since no ones there

just want to run away
just close my eyes
because of this day

i dont want to go on
you say i should
you say it worth it

but is it really
cause all i see is this pain
and nothing else

i just need someone
to take the pain
away from me

but who can
no one
since no ones there