WATCHING YOU FLEE

I’m so angry with myself
For telling you the truth
But you cannot treat me like this
Just because I’m in love with you

I know I was a pain in the a***
But you say everything’s all right
It just doesn’t feel like it
I guess I ruined everything that night

I keep thinking about the words you said
Though I don’t remember them all
I try to find a positive aspect
But I just keep running into a wall

I’m so longing for your hugs
But only sadness embraces me
I wanted you to be mine
But now I’m watching you flee

I can’t do anything but back off
And I will be hoping every day
That someday you’ll call me
And one day you come to stay