Old Ways...

by noworries2   Mar 17, 2005


I’m so nervous,
This isn’t good.
Why do I have
To feel like this?

I felt great, for
Almost a month.
Now all of a sudden,
I’m back to my old ways.

What am I to do?
I don’t want to go
As far as before.

The pain is so intense
It is hard to describe.
I don’t know its cause.
All I know is how
I feel inside.

I have to stop now,
For I have plans to fulfill.
They aren’t great plans,
But they are all I have
Right now.

Shhh don’t tell,
I promise I won’t….

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  • 19 years ago

    by noworries2

    thanx girlie...i felt horrible when i wrote this...i wish i hadn't posted it. cuz i hurt too many ppl.
    love,
    CD

  • 19 years ago

    by |-Turkeylove-|

    me too... but don't punish yourself for something that couldn't be stopped. that doesn't really help much, but it eases some of the tears. remember that i'm always here, no matter where i have to live...
    plz write soon, and get on IM.
    luv tons,
    ~ciao~
    xxxKrista J.xxx