by Christie Mar 17, 2005
category :
Love, romance /
desired love
*I'm not going to hate him because you want me to...I'm not going to be mean to him just because he was mean to me...I'm not going to fall out of love with him, just because he fell out first...I'm going to sit next to him, I'm going to talk to him, I'm going to be his friend...unlike you, I do not hate him for what he did, I am not mad, I no longer hurt...I do miss him sometimes more then others, today was one of those sometimes...I miss talking to him, I miss hugging him, I miss sharing everything with him...I don’t miss being with him really, I just miss him being there...I want him in my life, and if I have to come home every night and cry myself to sleep because I am not the person who makes him happy, I will...but I will not hate him, I will not be mad at him...I will be his friend* |