Forever & Eternity

So close yet so far away,
I want to die everyday,
From the pain of knowing that
We aren't meant to be.

So now I'm alone
like its been for so long
just me and my self
and my aching pain.

To end it would be bliss
I don't care what happens
i just want to be gone
From my lonely flight.

Theres no one there
To hold me at night
Theres no one there
To tell me its alright.

I feel so trapped
Caged in this age
Of endless strife
And dangerous games.

Maybe I'll grow old
and live to watch you
or maybe I'll die tomorrow
as Ive been told.

so why must i suffer
or torture those dear to me]
i want to die
and let the pain go mercifully

to grab a knife
and plunge it deep
into my soul
forever and eternity.