Now I'm not so sure
It's almost funny how all of this worked out
I convinced myself that I loved you, I made myself believe that I miss you so much
But now as you walk back into my life for the first time... I thikn I deserve better than this
You brough so much pain, you caused so much heartache, and yet I told myself that you were worth it all
My cheeks have been stained with the path of fallen tears
And my heart has been scared by this love
For a long time, I thought of you as my smile and my one true source of happiness
But now looking at what you've become, or really what you always have been
I see the truth
For the first time I feel strong enough to make it on my own
At times I do feel that tug of loneliness
But now I see I don't need to fill it with memories
I can start over and make new memories
Thank you for all the tears, they helped me grow
Thank you for all the pain, it made me be able to love
But must of all thank you for loving me
I may be ready to move on but I can't help but know that this will never vanish
I'll keep it with me always
But I'm not sure I'll miss you today
