Please tell me

Please tell me everything,
Everything I dont want to hear,
Break my heart and squash me down,
Make me shed some tears,
Tell me everything that's wrong,
I promise to make it right,
Tell me I don't deserve you,
And why you shouldn't hold me at night,
Help me understand,
How worthless I really am,
Make me strive for perfection,
Wipe my own blood from my hands,
Make me realize,
That I don't deserve anyone at all,
And promise not to catch me,
Please just stand and watch me fall,
Please be there to tell me,
I'm wrong when I cry,
Please explain that everything I know,
Is nothing but a lie,
Please break me down,
Until I can't take it anymore,
Hurt me, I want to feel the pain,
I want to know what it's like to be torn,
All I'm really asking,
IS help me be a better me,
You're the only one that knows,
You're the only who who sees.