I'm Sorry

To make a difference,
I don't know what to say
I don't know what I did
to make things this way.
I cry every night,
All for your sake.
To ever end this..
My life, I would take.
I want to make it through the hard times
That will lie ahead
I want to make it together
like I've always said.
You already know all of this
I think I've made it clear
But I want to say it again
and I want you to hear.
You get mad and worked up
over I don't know
You tell me nothing is wrong,
but that's not what you show.
I know I've made many mistakes
I've been really dumb
I've made stupid mistakes
that have left you feeling numb.
I've made choices
that I'll always regret
but can't we put it behind us?
will you just forget?
I know it's not that easy
It holds so much more,
but i hate the anger you hold
You're the one I live for.
Just know that I'm sorry
with guilt, I'll always live
but I just want this forgotten
for this, can you forgive?
It will take time
It doesn't have to happen now,
but will you ever forgive me?
sometime, somehow?
I'm really sorry
from the bottom of my heart
And to express my sorrow
that's only a start
You mean more to me
than I do myself
and in my heart,
You're on the very top shelf.
I'm sorry again
for the pain I have made
I just hope things can fix
And this friendship will be saved.
I don't know if this mistake I've made,
We'll be able to mend,
but I'd really die
If I lost my only true friend.
I just want the mistakes
to all be in repair
To end this, know that I love you
And I REALLY do care!

This is for my best friend.. I'd die if i lost you.. i love you so much!!