Invisible admirative

Watch you from a far
wishing you were mine
talk to me? don't think so
you would not waste your time

I want you to saw hi to me
when i pass you in the hall
no longer do i want to be little
I want to feel I'm tall

everyday i notice
the cute things that you do
seems I'm always wishing for
the courage to talk to you

I can never approach you
while you are near
each time i look away
when i pass a mirror

I always feel so ugly
never good enough
if i wasn't ugly
to notice me would not be tough

I try to tell you how i feel
but each chance i just pass by
Sometimes i get so mad at myself
I just break down and cry

Everybody tells me
To just get over you
but dear that is just something
I don't think i can do