Burn Alive Inside

As I sit on my bed
Reminiscing of days gone by
Its all in my head
But I just want to die
So to the one who torments me
I'd like to say good bye
Right now, you see
I'm ending this big lie
I never liked you
I hope you die painfully slow
Through this hate I knew
You or me, one has got to go
Since killing you is a crime
I guess it will be me
I'm running out of time
I've already slit my wrist, you see
But this life of pain
You've dealt to me for years
Has given me so much shame
And far too many tears
My only regret
Is that your still alive
But with God, I bet
You'll burn alive inside

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