I Will No Longer Lose.....

I know that this world that we rest upon no longer sees me as what I am but as what I am going to do. If I continue to wait I soon will see what it had in store for me. I will no longer lie in the night wondering when. For I know that my time is almost up . I lie in bed at night wondering when will it go away, when will the pain end inside of me? Then I think to myself, it won’t, there is no way that this pain will end. And so I have come to the conclusion that I have to end it myself. I will no longer feel the pain that I now feel; I will no longer suffer for the things I have lost. I will no longer lose. I will no longer lose....