Behind this smile

No one will ever see
whats behind my smile
they wont see the hate
or all the denial
they see the marks
upon my arm
when they ask what happened
i just lie and say the cat scratched my arm
i heard my friend cuts herself
by sum one i don't know i can trust
but when i ask her if she did it
she said no but i made a big fuss
i told her not to lie to me
i told her that i cared
but then she still lied to me
and denied that i cared
how could she do this
to one of her friends
the one who gave her her heart
when her heart needed to mend
so now i lay
on my bedroom floor
music up
nails in my door
my parents cant get to me
they cant save me tonight
because if death comes for me
i wont put up a fight
I'm letting go slowly
as bloods coming out
so for you people who don't understand
this is what it was about
all of those things
behind my fake smile
ill wait for you in the stars
but don't come too soon

***its pretty crap but please tell me what you thought of it!***